February, and signs of motion

Open book and notebook on a desk, with handwritten notes and a hand writing with a red pen, documenting research and reflections for an altered book project.

January turned out to be a month of listening instead of publishing. As February begins, I’m noticing signs of motion returning—outside, in the studio, and in my own attention.

The Future I Stopped Pretending Not to Want

Woman drawing at a desk in a home studio, with a faint, ghosted image of her younger self in the background.

I thought that, when I retired, stepping away from goals and schedules would bring peace. Instead, I discovered restlessness, distraction, and a loss of meaning. This week I reflect on how I found my way back in 2025—not to obligation, but to making, learning, and respecting my real nature.

The Illustrators Who Raised Me

A soft-focus photo of a library reading area, with an empty wooden chair in the foreground and shelves of colorful picture books blurred in the background.

These past weeks of gratitude led me back to the illustrators whose pages first opened worlds for me. This post is a small thank-you to the hands that helped form my creative life.

September at the threshold

Golden September leaves glowing in the sunlight at the edge of autumn.

September is a threshold month; still hot and humid, yet shadows stretch longer and the leaves begin to turn. I’ve been feeling its melancholy this year: mourning missed summers, grieving family losses, and noticing how time races on. Yet in that same melancholy, I’ve found fuel for reflection, writing, and creating.

Every Fall Begins Like a Story

Hand holding a sketchbook of zine illustrations with pencils on a patio table, while a small white dog rests on a chair nearby.

September brings stories, mishaps, and new beginnings—lost zines, moody computers, and plans for a bard’s wagon at Zine Fest.

Making Waves

Making Waves explores life’s stages through six illustrated messages—pleas, regrets, and acceptance—drawing inspiration from Zen’s empty boat parable and the idea that we are the boats, always moving, always changing. The zine ends with a space for your own message, inviting you to join the journey and pass it along to someone else who might need it.

The myth of the perfect creative space

Artist at a cluttered drafting table, sketchbook open with simple line drawings, smiling slightly at the camera in a casual creative workspace.

This week’s zine didn’t make the deadline, but real life did. While catching my breath, I found myself pondering the YouTube myth of the perfect studio—and why creativity thrives in messy, real-life corners instead.

When Coffee and Computers Conspire

Laptop on a desk with a colorful abstract face design on the screen, next to a Norwegian Sky cruise souvenir coffee mug and a black wire organizer filled with papers.

Half‑caff mornings mean more time for journaling, art, and apparently talking to my laptop when it stages a dramatic shutdown. Between cold coffee runs to the microwave and a machine dreaming of retirement in Florida, it’s a wonder I get anything done. But hey, I call it a win. Sort of.

The secret power of mini-projects

A hand holding a small illustrated zine titled “How to Catch a Story” in front of a larger unfinished oil pastel portrait of a male paladin in armor.

Sometimes the secret to finishing creative work isn’t more time or more discipline — it’s thinking smaller. Here’s why mini projects have helped me finish more in two months than I did in the last two years.

Barking at monsters

Anni holds up her mini zine titled “Barkyard Security: Unleashed & Unqualified” while smiling. Two small, curly-haired dogs rest in the background.

Dogs bark at rabbits. I bark at Elementor. A funny look at creative chaos, Barkyard Security, and how overreaction might just be our default setting.

The Return of the Studio

Close-up of hand holding a round sticker that says ‘There’s no wrong way to roast a tale,’ above a milk glass chicken dish filled with illustrated stickers

Studio Second Street is back — and this time, it belongs. A story about creative integration, purpose, and how one milk glass chicken still holds magic.

Sometimes It’s Just a Good Week (and That’s Enough)

Artist smiling while holding up a watercolor flower painting and a landscape sketch in a cozy, art-filled studio

A quiet week of porch-sitting, birdsong, and unexpected studio satisfaction. Zines are blooming, pastels are cooperating, and the dust layer has been vanquished (with a dish rag from the 1980s, no less). Sometimes, it’s good to pause and celebrate the small, quiet victories.

Back from Break: Notes from the Sun, Salt, and Story Fog

Sketchbook held open in Plaza de la Virgen de los Reyes, Seville, showing fountain sketch with cathedral in background

After a long-awaited creative break, I’m rethinking how I use Substack and WordPress—and reflecting on how artists can adapt in the age of AI. Less polish, more play. More zines. More voice. A travel sketch and a quiet shift in direction.

The books that shaped how I see the world

a young girl sits on a sofa reading a book

Books shape us. If I could If I could sit down with all the younger versions of me, and give her the books that would change her life, all in one worn-out backpack, I would. Because the truth is, each one holds a piece of who I am. Today, I’m sending letters to my younger self with all the reasons why her book choices were good ones.

Navigating the future of illustration (and my own)

I fell off the illustration bandwagon this week while working on a novel. But I did manage some drawing practice, learning “Weight Drawing,” and had a realization while reading Heller’s The Education of an Illustrator about how AI is just another evolution in the industry, much like photography and digital tools were.

The start of a new journey

When I retired, I thought I’d finally dive into art, but despite tutorials and new supplies, I felt stuck. I realized I needed guidance, not just inspiration. So, I’m creating a self-taught course to grow my skills. Follow along as I document my journey and share insights for fellow creatives!